November 01, 2006 - 3:54 p.m.
<hate myself
>
It's 4pm. I'm still in my PJs. I think I'm going to go take a nap.
I've been like this for a while, basically since I've been sick. I'm just in a funk. I have a hard time going to class or seeing people, so I feel secluded and cut off and it just makes it worse. I'm in some awful cycle. I'm so lonely, but I'm so lonely that I can't muster up the energy to go out into the world. It's awful. I hate this, and I don't know what's going on. I can't even come up with the energy to read a book or to work. I just sit here.
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