November 08, 2005 - 5:42 p.m.
<what am I missing?
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This is a huge problem. He's not my boyfriend! I have one! But ever since I saw him today... I can't get him out of my head. I can pinpoint the moment this started, too. A couple weeks ago, we were out and he said that my stockings were "hot." That was the first time I had ever slightly conceived of the idea of the two of us being attracted to each other. I'm sure he didn't mean it as if he was attracted to me. But that was what first planted the scenario in my head. I'm jealous when I think he's flirting with other girls.
I can't figure out if I'm just missing the initial thrill with someone new, or if I have a real problem here in being genuinely interested in him.
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